Simply at home

Yesterday i was in this last hour unplanned journey, a calling? What you seek shall seek you. I think I wanted to know about myself to know my child and there surprisingly as I closed the day and the entire days interactions, I felt oh, what I am going thru is my childhood patterns and things I want to break free  - I expect in others in form of acceptance. Which means should I call myself an adult/matured adult? Its nearly about 4-5 hours since my morning of wakeup /get up and show up for the day, by which time this message has come to me in different forms today already. I could not stop myself from penning this. I opened my watssap msgs to see a linked shared - Your Child Your Karma - says Paramahamsa Yogananda.  Usually, I don't listen to such AI generated podcasts that too first thing as a download into my brain. however, I told myself Oh its Yogananda and next I told myself where does AI get the feed? its from one of us who give that input so let me listen to it, and I d...

I am COVID. I came to tell you something important. I want you to slow down, that's my message to you towards the New Normal.  Let me ask you something, are you happy with this fast-paced life? Remember the movie Bruce Almighty? Yes, and similar movies such as 'Life or something like it' ? in both of that one talks about God one talks about Universe, yes as your god as your universe I am here listening. I am listening to each of your prayers and wishes. and the prayers received are so much to manage for me as a single person I decided to Purge all your unwanted things. And to give you truly what you wanted - Happiness. Now sharing another movie name with you - Evan Almighty. See as your god/universe I spoke well in advance to you via movies a platform you loved to spend more time on. What did i tell you as god here? I said if you ask for something I will provide you with the opportunity for it. You have to make it happen. So all you wanted is happiness, So here i am Giving ...

When i received this image via a chat window. I could not stop myself from penning my views on now composting helped me overcome the most confused, chaotic times of my life. also helped me get grounded.. my life lessons below.  I want to add composting to this given list of underrated meditative list. Best life lessons i have learnt. 1. There is no death  2. It's all energy  3. We move into different shapes and forms it's an ongoing process (recyles) 4. So there is no death  5. It's a cycle. Life cycle of every life  6. I am a seed 7. I am transformed into a vine 8. I am leaves 9. I am flower 10. I am Ash gourd (lots of water content) 11. I am a curry (side to rice or cooked in dal) 12. I am fodder (raw form for animal or cooked form for humans) 13. I am glucose inside body 14. I am energy one half one half I am excreta of a human  15. Energy used for the human machine to function physically emotionally spiritually  16. Excreta is again manure for good...

 When the following was posted, i penned down what came to my head. Things that i need to work on myself. What does come to urs? What is the difference between the two? 1. He was walking. 2. He found his body, walking. and my response :::: He was walking. Duality, that is when I am in ego consciousness seeing the other from me. He found is body walking. (I am that I am) When the true nature of knowing that I am u and u are me (that we are basically mirroring each other ) and all of life animated or inanimate is all from one source and has experienced source would be able to see that I am not the body but an accumulation of cells which I am.bkimd to return before I return back to the light as spirit. This is all that came to my head. Every time as a child that I used to say oh that leg is paining (my leg but when I never said my leg it used to heal faster) If we can see the leg not part of me psychologically healing is faster i guess. Phew I wonder why I stopped saying that. Thank y...

Story of Lord Krishna has always been around me ever since I have been a kid. He has been the closest human form one has always related as a newborn and onwards into his teens and being an adult. Well ofcourse the next closest I can recollect is Jesus Son of god, why mention Jesus coz I love to see similarity pattern eg, both infants born at midnight is it not?  But the stories of Lord Krishna stays because every day every moment of his growing phase is in story form, innocence or being mischievous (teenage naughtiness ) and so on upto self-realization. Every toughest phase of life he has managed with ease thats how its always projected or that he is most charming and charms not just Gopikas but women and men.  The baby boy I gave birth to, i don't know if he was ever charming but he always had and has a Charishma around him. PPL may not remember Devaki but surly remembers how Yashoda managed our little hero on every janmastami. In my story i am both Devaki and Yashodha ma. I ...

 The word Transformation is a widely spoken word in the field of Spirituality. Detailed explanations and lots of subtler things that its hard and hardly understood however a simple word it is. Here is somethings i understood, Transformation is nothing but Change.  Change from one state to another. For instance,  Water changes to steam,  Steam changes to vapour, Vapour changes to clouds, Clouds changes back to water. Technically all are the same and one. Simply this is what Spirituality is in essence. But to understand this union in a simple way one talks about how each of us need to Change ie Transform. From one stage of being to another. The best part of transformation is once we move from one state we dont return back to its old form. That is I break an old habit and into the new. Another Simple example is Lifecycle of a butterfly.  Courtesy of image : Google images. This image depicts the transformation physically, however same is the case of the Spirit once ...